Wednesday, March 30, 2005

you and me

A friend of mine has just decided to act like herself. And I wish her all of the luck in the world. It truly is the hard thing to do. I find it helps if you keep something with you at all times to help you stay sane. Like a water balloon, or a stuffed turtle, or sugar, or Midol. I started to do stuff like that recently, but it just made me feel mean. I’ve always felt like I was being stepped on and used by other people. I tried to be the do-everything, be-everything girl. Quite the Omega. Anyway, I got burned out. Then, I let it happen again, and it helped to spur a depression. I got out of the depression. Truly and fully. Now I have started to be more empowered. I don’t let people walk all over me, and I call them on it whenever they do or say something that offends me, isn’t true (gossip-wise), or when they are being too nosy. It was weird at first, but now I like it. I just have to find a way to be a bit more diplomatic about it because I think I am starting to offend people. Currently looking at: a blue hippo with a purple snout and yellow hair.

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